Depression

    My first actual post about myself. I've never really thought about blogging my feelings on the web, most people do this to express themselves quietly for the world, hoping someone would pity him and wishes that he would be better. For me though, I rather keep them to myself. I've been keep them for... I don't know, maybe 8 years now. I only started writing this post because I've heard and seen too many stories of depression:

A man who refuses to see his game couple.

A girl in my school who have suicided because of stress.

A girl with parental issues.

A middle-aged man who couldn't find anymore full-time job.

A boy that have made too much wrong decisions.

    I find it funny when people's first thought when they are stressed or depressed is to suicide. Me? I chose to isolate myself from everyone. Just be alone, letting the loneliness empty my mind and the problems of the world. I find that much more calming, all you have think about is to survive in this cruel world by enjoying what little luxury that is offered to you. For me, that is gaming, music, and my own effort to make a person smile.

   I'm not much of a writer, this post alone has taken an hour for me to finish, considering that it would have already offended some of my closest friends just for writing out their stories here. All I wished for is that anyone who feel that they are suffering from depression to forget about their sad stories and leave them behind. If I can survive this depression of mine and hide behind my mind that well, you can too.

    Believe in yourself and enjoy whatever that is given to you.